blah blah, I wanted a poem so? =)

I'm not happy
I'm not sad
I'm not predictible
I'm not bad
I'm not good
I'm not tender
I'm not a lier
I'm not a pretender

I don't like cuteness
I don't like drama
I don't like tidyness
but I do believe in karma

I make no sense, and I know it
I never make my bed, and I love it
I like to open myself to complete strangers
Because I know they won't ever see my changes
It's easy to relax when you have nothing to do
But it's better when you have the world on top of you

It's ok, it doesn't matter
I'm pretty damaged, I'm a mess
but i love being different from the rest
I'm a total Freak
but believe me, at least, I'm good at it.